Five Years
by Kevin
I have been in a bit of a fog today. No, it is not because I am in some sort of deep reflection about 9/11 five years later. Yes, I did think about that day five years ago and read some other online reflections. But it really hasn’t dominated my thoughts. I didn’t watch any news coverage or watch the President speak.
No, I just felt a little off. Didn’t have anything particularly insightful or thoughtful to say. Didn’t feel like linking to others would be anything but make work. Wasn’t quite in the mood to post a review either. So I just let things slide.
I am not sure I am really a very good blogger at heart. I suppose that depends on your definition. I just find it that as the years go on – I have been doing this almost five years as well – that I feel like I have less to say, not more.
I love reading, and I love the books and people I have been introduced to by blogging about books, but quite often I just am not that interested in writing. Even so, I have read some interesting books lately and starting tomorrow I will try to communicate a little bit about them to you my dear readers.
I think your muttleness is quiet understandable. There are big changes that need to happen in the next couple of months and your passion for reading has outgrown the flow of your writing, because one is taking your mind off things and the other is reminding you that you are doing a job that is not paying you enough to just do that. When your day/paying job is going to end and that means redefining what you will be doing. I put this out there cuz you need all the help you can get in finding that new dream position and there is this whole world of friends that can help you. And I know you won’t ask.